Monday, May 2, 2011

2 May 2011

A better day.  Its interesting how you feel when you are blocking everything.  Strange and a bit headachy.

Algiz reversed, Othila, and Hagalaz guided today.

Algiz reversed councils to look at the associations I form at this time.  Ah, the light bulb went on!  I asked the runes a question and did a reading this morning.  I wasn't sure it was a good time to do so as I wasn't exactly centered and didn't "feel" where things were supposed to go.  It turns out the question I was asking was timely considering the council brought by Algiz.  The reading pointed out a few things that I need to work on.

Othila advises I address grief.  Grief comes in a number of forms.  What could have been.  What was.  The passing of a person.  The passing of an idea.  Or, a reminder to be thankful for a variety of successes as they won't always be there.

Hagalaz brings challenges.  Today's challenges was to look at information presented and find a good sounding board to feel things out.  I'm not there yet, but am making some progress.  Another rune advised I stick with what I am working on to work on myself and see what happens.  Another challenge was to recognize that I have made several mistakes.  One was to not communicate the challenges I faced when I moved here.  I should have addressed that.  Of course, it is a moot point now.  I can apply what I learned in the future, though.  I am also reading more about chakras.  That project will be a challenge, too!

Nauthiz is the task for tonight.  Looks like my lessons for the day aren't over, yet.  Nauthiz brings constraint, pain, necessity, shame, and limitations.