Wednesday, April 27, 2011

27 April 2011

Today's selections included Wunjo, Odin, and Odin.

Wunjo, YAY!!  I could use a happy day!  It is always nice to have a good, happy day filled with something to look forward to.  We had an office lunch at work and it was nice that I didn't have to cook.  I did dig out the ice cream maker and made slushies out of margarita mix (today was a day I wished it was in the 1980s when we could still have the real thing) to go with the green chili.  We also had a meeting with a customer.  That went surprisingly well.  I won a game of chess and got beat in a game of chess.  I think I might be good for another 18 years.  We went to an art show and had fun buying art.  I like buying little kid art, it is SO reasonable!!  And then, spent the rest of the evening with some other folks.  Quite nice.

Odin for health and my relationship with myself.  The mystery certainly danced through the day.  It wasn't weird, it wasn't strange, it wasn't bad, it wasn't good; it was surreal, I guess is the best way to describe it.  I've been toying with an idea that a friend suggested and strange little things have been popping up suggesting it is a good track.  I guess it is homework time!!  Oh ya, cancer seems to be making its presence known in a variety of settings.  I suppose I should be proactive and have a few things tested and checked out.  The big question is: do I really want to know?  Especially if it like stage 3 of a bad one.  At what point in the whole educate yourself about your health and mortal being does it really pay to know that you will most likely die from something?  Isn't it better to live happily in ignorant bliss?  Oh yes, I know, you can get treated with various chemicals and all that.  BUT, we all die eventually, so....

On that little note, tonight's runic selection is... Jera!  Why does that really sound like the story of my life: patience, patience, patience, patience....?  I'm not sure I am all that patient.  Determined, yes.  Patient, not so much.  Stubborn, we won't go there.  Patient?  Not really.  I suppose that determination and stubbornness are just other adjectives for patience.  One in a "good" light and the other in a less rosy light.  Determination speaks of focus, goal-oriented, and grounded.  Stubborn speaks of unmoving, unbecoming tenacity.  They are both displays of patience.  And patience itself has its own color, more gentle and feminine than the others.  A gentle, graceful, action as compared to the others.  Wonder why that is?