Happy MAY DAY!!!! No one was here to give me a May Day basket, though. That sorta bites. Oh well. Perhaps next year?
Eihwaz, Raido, and Berkana were today's guiding forces.
So, when Eihwaz shows up, ya better listen and protect yourself like nothing doin! I have met my obligations to the other half for the project we are working on. Or were working on, I don't know. I do know I have a rough day and am trying to not repeat it for the night. Dinner is too good to allow it to make a repeat performance, into the toilet.
Raido indicated I needed to surrender to something. Which I did. I did some more homework and the day was not rosy, by any means. I am not sure why people interactions, especially of the romantic variety, have to involve a yo-yo?
Berkana advocates doing what is right, in this case, Thurisa. To compromise. Okay, I sent the information requested of me. He got what he wanted. I got nothing. How is that compromise??? At least my homework shed some light on the situation. I have to decide how much of me I want to invest in the relationship. I was hoping for a better good time: bad time ratio. No decisions yet.
Eihwaz is the task for tonight. Defenses up! Address denial. Respect thyself and others. Defense! Defense! Defense!
